Post by rr on Dec 6, 2010 20:10:40 GMT -5
The first things he saw were stars.
His body was crumpled against the corner where wall met ground, like a broken doll's--as if some far larger child dropped him there. Darkness wound tight around his arms, congealed in a marred heart at the center of his chest, paled at his sides in tattered cloth. His brow furrowed and relaxed when his eyes opened. When they lifted and found the light first, he only stared for a long moment.
Emptiness.
Fear didn't come to him right away, because he'd forgotten any reason to be afraid. He was himself and he was here. But it didn't stay that simple.
He got to his feet--slow, with a stagger as he caught himself with one hand on the wall--and started to wonder where he was. Realizing that he couldn't remember anything about this place made his breath catch. He felt like finding someone else and remembered there were others; felt like asking for help and remembered words. But there was so much he'd lost. He couldn't determine why he knew everything and anything he did, couldn't remember learning it. And if he didn't know where he was, then in relation to others he had to at least know...
But he didn't know.
Already so much had happened, because there was no time before this--no concept of time before this. In fact it seemed like time was not happening at all, and he looked at the stars again. They were the very first things he'd seen--a thousand twinkling mothers whose name he knew before he knew.
Who am I?
His body was crumpled against the corner where wall met ground, like a broken doll's--as if some far larger child dropped him there. Darkness wound tight around his arms, congealed in a marred heart at the center of his chest, paled at his sides in tattered cloth. His brow furrowed and relaxed when his eyes opened. When they lifted and found the light first, he only stared for a long moment.
Emptiness.
Fear didn't come to him right away, because he'd forgotten any reason to be afraid. He was himself and he was here. But it didn't stay that simple.
He got to his feet--slow, with a stagger as he caught himself with one hand on the wall--and started to wonder where he was. Realizing that he couldn't remember anything about this place made his breath catch. He felt like finding someone else and remembered there were others; felt like asking for help and remembered words. But there was so much he'd lost. He couldn't determine why he knew everything and anything he did, couldn't remember learning it. And if he didn't know where he was, then in relation to others he had to at least know...
But he didn't know.
Already so much had happened, because there was no time before this--no concept of time before this. In fact it seemed like time was not happening at all, and he looked at the stars again. They were the very first things he'd seen--a thousand twinkling mothers whose name he knew before he knew.
Who am I?